Went out to my usual study place to mug today.
cant believe i can actually tan by just sitting there. now my red arm is darker than my left arm because half of my body was in the shelter but the other half is not. why does these things always happen to me? haha.
40 days to a levels..had a negative moment just now. was suddenly struck by reality. how am i gonna make all my indecent grades into As and Bs.! seems so unreachable.
i am glad how supportive my family is for my a levels. both my parents came in to comfort me and my sis offered me her share of benandjerry's ice cream.

was going to read my daily devotion in tears then the first verse that came was
1chronicles29:1. It was encouraging. It was talking about David entrusting the task of building God's temple to his son Solomon. He says this task is great, because it is not for man, but for God. I guess it is the same for my Alvls. It is tough, especially because im doing it not for man but for God. and doing it for God is far greater than anything else.

then God brought me to 1Corinthians 1:26-
Brothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you are wise by human standards, not many were influential, not many were of noble birth. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise. God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. He chose the lowly things of the world and the despised things, and the things that are not-to nullify things that are so that no one will boast before Him.

yeah.ive nv been the smart one nor the hardworking one nor the lucky one
but God chose me.
Ive always been asking God why
and today He answered.

Thank you Lord. Everything's gonna be alright :)

Well i know i should be blogging more often but my life hasn been interesting at all.

haha.kkay so basically my life is like this almost everyday now.

Wake up at 6am.Go school.Hide in my cave.Study.Go grandma's for lunch.Nap there.Drink her lovely blended fruit juice:).Go back cave.Study.Call dad.Go home.Bath.Come online.Sleep at 10pm.

Yep.thats my life lately.alright i may look like i have no life and all i do i study.but wells im still learning to concentrate in my studies. somehow im just a very easily distracted person.thats why i take a much longer time than everyone else to study.oh wells.

Enjoyed a good outing with MOMO yesterday

Headed down to Marina Barrage for picnic! Always wanted to do that.hee

Went to Amanda's house early in the morning to prepare our FOOD

The Awesome Cheesecake

The Tiny Pizza (there were 2 but we destroyed the first one)

Fried Rice

All set!

So off we go.over ran our time slightly.no actually we set off one and a half hrs later than planned. but

The weather was perfect! It was cloudy and cooling though the sky looked threatening. The food was great!

Had an awesome heart to heart session with Momo. i think all of us really poured our hearts out, sharing things we've never told anyone. haha. im glad to be able to simply let out all of my honest thoughts, which i hid so that people wont judge me wrongly. i love these girls so much! they are the people whom i can find trust and security in, knowing that they love me for who i am, and would never judge me. And we've actually lasted close to 6 years of friendship even though we are of different schools and classes. I guess all of us really cherish this friendship and made many efforts to maintain it. Cheers to MOMO!

haha and i would never tell anyone how our momo name come about.haha

and..what's a momo outing without scary camwhoring?!

We were the only ones spreading picnic mats. haha.
Each of us took several individual shots to honour the scenery.

Im only posting some of mine cause there are simply too much photos of us. haha.

The BEAUTIFUL scenery.haha.
I posed for this pic purposely.Attempting to look far-sighted.haha

Im suddenly inspired to eat the buildings.

Then try to blow them

This is how i was like before im inspired.haha

My fav pic! haha. This was a random pic taken when suddenly i was in the best position to look like a carnivore. Meiting was saying it looks like those people are queueing to come into my mouth.lol

I realise how tourist i am these days.haha

In the past, sentosa outings for me are about playing ball games and running in the sun. but duirng my recent class outing to sentosa, me and my gang ended up going up the merlion.haha

Then I visited Singapore flyer as a celebration to post prelims with my clique of girls

And now picnic at Marina Barrage.

maybe im just too paranoid.haha.

hope that i'll have smth to blog abt soon!

DANCE

My last day of dance. my membership is terminating this weekend and today would be the last day i attend dance before my A levels end. certainly dance changed me. For once in my life i really want to excel in something that i like. everything went pass really fast. seems like it was yesterday i attended my first dance class, it was bryan's JKpop.ahaa i was killed in that class.

It was really a journey of understanding my body and simply enjoying myself. Im really reluctant to go for this break but it is really time to concentrate on my studies.
It's so sad! i still have so much to improve on! and still so much more to learn. i hope i wont drift too far away from dance during this break.
today's dance was awesome! haha yutaki's class was the most amusing class ever.
he actually taught this.



The entire class was laughing like crazy at some of the moves.esp the part where they have to grab each other's hips. the class tried and made a funny scene.everyone started to run after each other's butts.hahaha.

I finish my common tests in 2 days!
i hope i dont screw up badly.seriously by the time i finish taking chem paper 1 i was half dead.and the entire maths paper i dont really know what im doing.
alrights!
i have to study physics.i dont remember a thing thing about physics after not touching it for one month.

Michael Jackson is a complete genius.

He is simply born to bless the music world.

He sings,dances,writes and composes beautifully.

His kind soul really touches me. i haven seen someone who has so much fame but yet still have the humility and compassion to love. many times in his life he was judged, but it did not stop him from doing what he believed in. i salute him.

RIP MJ

this was the most expensive video ever.

Certainly this is the King Of Pop

Joanne is quarantined.
and she just spent 2 days wasting her life away.
i seriously cant study at home no matter how hard i try.i still need to take common tests next week alright.sighs.i actually thought being quarantined is a good thing at first.but now that im really quarantined, i realised it was so childish to think that way.omg having my life risked is far more serious than having to take common tests.and i donno why i thought common tests were THAT intimidating.what was i thinking....

being quarantined is making me fat.did nothing but eat and lie around.and i cant go for dance.-.-
have been hooked onto michael jackson lately.he is really AMAZING.what a talent. have been going around the house singing: "the way you make me feeeeeel. it really turns onn."and walking around my floor tiles imagining them light up as i step onto each tile, just like in Billie Jean.haha. RIP MJ.
You have been part of everyone's lives.

My bro's greatest piece of artwork!

haha.he thinks drawing one side of my face is more artistic than drawing the full face

yay.i must say i bugged him for this drawing so many times that he was very irritated by me at one point.THANK YOU SO MUCH BROTHER! ILOVEYOU SO MUCH!

I finally bought a new pillow! after so long.
ive always needed a new pillow but was troubled by the need to carry it home.
haha.i can finally sleep in the comfort of a nice and squishy pillow.unlike my old one which is flat and lifeless.haha.a pillow HAS to be squishy.
just finding a reason to blog.
it is the last week of holidays! and i haven complete a lot of my studies!
i seriously hope they'll extend the holidays so that i'll have more time!
haven been updating at all.
got a couple of pics but too lazy to upload.
maybe one fine day...

toodles