4 days in Bangkok

:)

Went out to my usual study place to mug today.
cant believe i can actually tan by just sitting there. now my red arm is darker than my left arm because half of my body was in the shelter but the other half is not. why does these things always happen to me? haha.
40 days to a levels..had a negative moment just now. was suddenly struck by reality. how am i gonna make all my indecent grades into As and Bs.! seems so unreachable.
i am glad how supportive my family is for my a levels. both my parents came in to comfort me and my sis offered me her share of benandjerry's ice cream.

was going to read my daily devotion in tears then the first verse that came was
1chronicles29:1. It was encouraging. It was talking about David entrusting the task of building God's temple to his son Solomon. He says this task is great, because it is not for man, but for God. I guess it is the same for my Alvls. It is tough, especially because im doing it not for man but for God. and doing it for God is far greater than anything else.

then God brought me to 1Corinthians 1:26-
Brothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you are wise by human standards, not many were influential, not many were of noble birth. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise. God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. He chose the lowly things of the world and the despised things, and the things that are not-to nullify things that are so that no one will boast before Him.

yeah.ive nv been the smart one nor the hardworking one nor the lucky one
but God chose me.
Ive always been asking God why
and today He answered.

Thank you Lord. Everything's gonna be alright :)

Well i know i should be blogging more often but my life hasn been interesting at all.

haha.kkay so basically my life is like this almost everyday now.

Wake up at 6am.Go school.Hide in my cave.Study.Go grandma's for lunch.Nap there.Drink her lovely blended fruit juice:).Go back cave.Study.Call dad.Go home.Bath.Come online.Sleep at 10pm.

Yep.thats my life lately.alright i may look like i have no life and all i do i study.but wells im still learning to concentrate in my studies. somehow im just a very easily distracted person.thats why i take a much longer time than everyone else to study.oh wells.

Enjoyed a good outing with MOMO yesterday

Headed down to Marina Barrage for picnic! Always wanted to do that.hee

Went to Amanda's house early in the morning to prepare our FOOD

The Awesome Cheesecake

The Tiny Pizza (there were 2 but we destroyed the first one)

Fried Rice

All set!

So off we go.over ran our time slightly.no actually we set off one and a half hrs later than planned. but

The weather was perfect! It was cloudy and cooling though the sky looked threatening. The food was great!

Had an awesome heart to heart session with Momo. i think all of us really poured our hearts out, sharing things we've never told anyone. haha. im glad to be able to simply let out all of my honest thoughts, which i hid so that people wont judge me wrongly. i love these girls so much! they are the people whom i can find trust and security in, knowing that they love me for who i am, and would never judge me. And we've actually lasted close to 6 years of friendship even though we are of different schools and classes. I guess all of us really cherish this friendship and made many efforts to maintain it. Cheers to MOMO!

haha and i would never tell anyone how our momo name come about.haha

and..what's a momo outing without scary camwhoring?!

We were the only ones spreading picnic mats. haha.
Each of us took several individual shots to honour the scenery.

Im only posting some of mine cause there are simply too much photos of us. haha.

The BEAUTIFUL scenery.haha.
I posed for this pic purposely.Attempting to look far-sighted.haha

Im suddenly inspired to eat the buildings.

Then try to blow them

This is how i was like before im inspired.haha

My fav pic! haha. This was a random pic taken when suddenly i was in the best position to look like a carnivore. Meiting was saying it looks like those people are queueing to come into my mouth.lol

I realise how tourist i am these days.haha

In the past, sentosa outings for me are about playing ball games and running in the sun. but duirng my recent class outing to sentosa, me and my gang ended up going up the merlion.haha

Then I visited Singapore flyer as a celebration to post prelims with my clique of girls

And now picnic at Marina Barrage.

maybe im just too paranoid.haha.

hope that i'll have smth to blog abt soon!

DANCE

My last day of dance. my membership is terminating this weekend and today would be the last day i attend dance before my A levels end. certainly dance changed me. For once in my life i really want to excel in something that i like. everything went pass really fast. seems like it was yesterday i attended my first dance class, it was bryan's JKpop.ahaa i was killed in that class.

It was really a journey of understanding my body and simply enjoying myself. Im really reluctant to go for this break but it is really time to concentrate on my studies.
It's so sad! i still have so much to improve on! and still so much more to learn. i hope i wont drift too far away from dance during this break.
today's dance was awesome! haha yutaki's class was the most amusing class ever.
he actually taught this.



The entire class was laughing like crazy at some of the moves.esp the part where they have to grab each other's hips. the class tried and made a funny scene.everyone started to run after each other's butts.hahaha.

I finish my common tests in 2 days!
i hope i dont screw up badly.seriously by the time i finish taking chem paper 1 i was half dead.and the entire maths paper i dont really know what im doing.
alrights!
i have to study physics.i dont remember a thing thing about physics after not touching it for one month.

Michael Jackson is a complete genius.

He is simply born to bless the music world.

He sings,dances,writes and composes beautifully.

His kind soul really touches me. i haven seen someone who has so much fame but yet still have the humility and compassion to love. many times in his life he was judged, but it did not stop him from doing what he believed in. i salute him.

RIP MJ

this was the most expensive video ever.

Certainly this is the King Of Pop

Joanne is quarantined.
and she just spent 2 days wasting her life away.
i seriously cant study at home no matter how hard i try.i still need to take common tests next week alright.sighs.i actually thought being quarantined is a good thing at first.but now that im really quarantined, i realised it was so childish to think that way.omg having my life risked is far more serious than having to take common tests.and i donno why i thought common tests were THAT intimidating.what was i thinking....

being quarantined is making me fat.did nothing but eat and lie around.and i cant go for dance.-.-
have been hooked onto michael jackson lately.he is really AMAZING.what a talent. have been going around the house singing: "the way you make me feeeeeel. it really turns onn."and walking around my floor tiles imagining them light up as i step onto each tile, just like in Billie Jean.haha. RIP MJ.
You have been part of everyone's lives.

My bro's greatest piece of artwork!

haha.he thinks drawing one side of my face is more artistic than drawing the full face

yay.i must say i bugged him for this drawing so many times that he was very irritated by me at one point.THANK YOU SO MUCH BROTHER! ILOVEYOU SO MUCH!

I finally bought a new pillow! after so long.
ive always needed a new pillow but was troubled by the need to carry it home.
haha.i can finally sleep in the comfort of a nice and squishy pillow.unlike my old one which is flat and lifeless.haha.a pillow HAS to be squishy.
just finding a reason to blog.
it is the last week of holidays! and i haven complete a lot of my studies!
i seriously hope they'll extend the holidays so that i'll have more time!
haven been updating at all.
got a couple of pics but too lazy to upload.
maybe one fine day...

toodles

I haven worn a dress for a very long time!

church was awesome today.ive found motivation to rekindle my fire for God.

it seems like many things are so uncertained.but one thing is confirmed.

I'll be following Jesus for the rest of my life.i realised my life would be totally irrelavent if i havent trusted Jesus.

Sermon was great today. I love it that it was realistic and engaging. pastor khong always delivers incredible words.

Be as wise as a serpent, but as innocent as doves.

especially when we live in such a scary world, all the more we must cling on to God and his ways in order to not fall into the devil's trap.

and today is the global day of prayer! i admit i was quite relunctant on going at first, but it turned out exciting! havent been to such events for a very long time. i was reminded how great my God is, makes me feel rather foolish for worrying abt the things in my life, which are mediocre in God's eyes.

Hitched a ride from Ronghui after church. he is really a wise man. hit me with a lot of his words.

I learned that the greatest gift from God is freewill. He loves us so much that he doesn force us to love Him.he allows us to have our freedom to choose.even though it risks our relationship with Him.

and allowing God to play the big role in your decision-makings is your best insurance in life.

watched hi5 dvd in his car too.haha. i was once a great fan alright!

ive stop dreaming for God for a very long time.

it's time to dream again!

my dog is dying :(

I cant help but to show off my brother's talent on this space

haha.

beautiful right?!

holidays are here but i see nothing but endless studying ahead.

i need to press on! 5 more months to go!

THANK YOU EVERYONE!

I just had my most memorable birthday.
haha.THANKS EVERYONE!. Thnks Amanda YueYin XinMu MinWei Meixiu that giant balloon that got scored many shocked stares. Thanks XingYing Jocelyn Nettetang Egoh for that very cute dog balloon that looked so realistic that it scared a lot of ppl.haha. thanks YingXin Amanda Meiting for all the gifts! ahaha.it was a lot to mention. thanks for the handmade scrapbook! it is so precious. Thanks Jess for the pretty scrapbook card and all the goodies! THAnk YOU YIXIN for the envelope of loves and the pretty thing that you know i'll like!
Thanks everyone for all the efforts in sending me birthday wishes!
i know my mum wont be reading this but i wanna thank her for running down to the cake shop at 915pm just to get me a birthday cake.
Im feeling so blessed...
Thank God for putting all these ppl in my life.

They scared me in the morning with this.haha.my new pet!

The balloons. it naturally advertises your birthday because everyone can see it from the giant balloon clearly. even my vp came to wish me happy birthday.haha

The giant cup noodles which i thot was real.lol.but i realised it was too gigantic to be one.haha
My pet staring at my pretty giant balloon.haha. i had to walk ard the sch with these.omg it was so attention captivating.a lot got shocked by my pet and get knocked by my giant balloon.haha.

my pet dog.lol

Thanks for the dinner girls.and your pretty gifts

The pretty umbrella! which disguises itself as a bottle.ahhaa.

Thanks girls for giving me wonderful memories. im glad we're still close friends, making efforts to not drift apart. Im touched by everything uve done for me!


My last minuite birthday celebration.my lovely dearest siblings!love them so much! im blessed to be their sister.wont know how my life would be without them.

lastly, My pet!

haha

thanks ppl for those handmade cards. it warms my heart to read them and realise how important you guys are in my life.love you guys so much

Thank God,

for everything he has given me in this 18yrs of my life.

My Brother drew this. it's true alright. he signed the drawing


We come from the same womb but somehow our abilities have vast difference

I had a pretty enjoyable week. finished the book My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult.
it has the most devastating yet impactful ending.
i cryed like mad. but it was a really awesome book.
makes me reflect a lot.
Caught angels and demons with clique.
omg it was climax from the start to the end. it was tiring to watch cos it doesn give u time to breathe. my heart was pounding all the way. the plot was certainly intelligent, amazed me from the start to the end. probably because i didn read the book so everything is facinating to me. haha.
pnc and BI/PO test tmr. crossing my fingers tightly
great week ahead! talent time on saturday.
and most impt,


MY BIRTHDAY ON THURSDAY 21ST MAY!
IM FEELING SO SHAMELESS
HAHA.

i should update more often

Long weekend! yay. after procastinating to study for the past one day, i must study tmr

Went to the zouk flea today. bought a couple of accessories. i realised my collection of hair accessories is expanding at such a fast rate.haha.im alr running on budget deficit after only one week of the month.arghhh.

haha.i love my floral leggings.just tat everyone stares at my legs when i wear it.

on a random note

i managed to make a bow out of my hair! haha.

Disappointment has been destroying my faith
Service was impactful today
Seeing the faith and joy of Pastor Ed Silvoso reminds me of the past where everyone was full with fire.
It used be a crowd of us, occupying a whole row, worshipping together.
what happened?
Lord, i need faith to obey. even though i dont understand, im trying to be willing for transformation but im afraid. Give me wisdom to see things like you do Lord.

I hope i'll have a good week ahead.

Today seemed like a short day.

Realised at 12pm that my tuition starts at 12pm. -.-

After living close to 18 years of my life Ive grown used to such things happening to me.

Im so not looking forward to the tests this week.

I dont exactly get superposition and im bad at complex numbers.argh

on the lighter note.Free cone day this tuesday! ahaa

i dont seem to be paranoid that im actually buying a lot of things.

i hope i dont end up having a budget deficit this month.argh

speaking of budget deficit.

Our group won the GP Class Election thing. Cheers to Liberal Democracy!

ahaa. it was really fun brainstorming our campaigns

Our Millionare Club, To-Be-TaiTai club, Majong club.

aahaa.amusing.

i found this long ago pic of 08s28 in the photonics lab.

ahahahaha

my room is very messy

Ive put aside insecurities of my big butt and wore the bandage skirt.ahaa

it isn tat bad i guess. k im lil bit bolder to try wearing new things. though im still paranoid abt wearing leggings.ahaa

after 2 weeks of complacency, i shud start my gear on mugging again.im completely unprepared for tuesday's econs test.

argh.shan talk abt the week of school ahead.

went to the flea at mount sophia on sat.

it was REALLY crowded and stuffy.bought a couple of stuff though.

i tink i bought a lot of things this week and they have yet to arrive! i have no idea wad's wrong with singpost.my skirt took one week to arrive alright.im getting irritated by it already, having to check my mailbox every evening and to find nth when im suppose to find smth.

k i'll stop whining.

cheers

I was trying to take a photo of myself without showing the messiness of my room.
haha.
ive been really complacent for the past week.due to the lack of tests.
k now i appreciate tests. it gives the incentive to study.
i sound like a mugger.i should be.
realised im kinda bad at GP. oh goodness.need to start working hard for it.it is not smth that can be salvaged last minuite.argh have to stop being complacent.
Good Friday week!
means long weekend.and the Good Friday event.
rumoured pw results next week.
oh i hope it is not disappointing.afterall the process of it was agonizing,at least i hope it pays off.

THE LAST DAY OF HOLIDAYS!
im actually not dreading the arrival of tmr
i find myself being more productive in school
at least there are not as much distractions.
i cant study more than 3 hrs at home!
and after the 3 hrs, i nid to have a 2hr break in between before i can continue

chem block test tmr.
God Bless Me.

and the Lord reminded of this dream i had 2 yrs ago.
it seemed like i have forgotton about it all this while
Things has really changed ever since i started to invite the Holy Spirit into my life.
Thank you Lord.

It's monday!

just came back from dance.feel really refreshed!

This was happened the past few days

G12 Conference.

it was awesome! it was better than ive expected.

im so motivated to find back the fire for God

Im amazed by the wisdom of Pastor Caesor and Claudia

How i wish i can hear God like how they can hear God

and it is so amazing how God transforms their lives and uses them so powerfully

indeed i haven been invited the presence of the Holy Spirit in my life.

and i guess tats why im feeling restless very often.

And Delirious? was awesome too! the presence of God was so strong when they ministered.

Martin Smith's voice was so captivating. haa i cant stop listening to their songs.blasted them in my room the entire day. I felt it invite the Holy Spirit into my room

Yingxin's Birthday!

YingXin's lovely cheesecake.each of us have to finish a quarter of it.

Me struggling.My stomach was gonna explode,


The 4 of us. couldn camwhole much cos JP has SO many ppl.

hahaha.

cheers to 6yrs(and still counting) friendship!

end.

This week is my most hectic week of this month!
Monday-Econs test
Tues-Maths test
Wed- E learning day (drove me nuts)
Thurs- Chemistry SPA/GP content quiz
Friday- Sports Meet/GB/G123 conference
Sat- Tuition/G12 conference
Sun- Hospitality Duty

I did a lot of things today!
Ran to the park near JJ for pe today.
i find it less agonizing than running rounds around the track actually.
Chemistry SPA was alright.just that the smell of the reactant was choking.
goodness,could have fainted.
Went to YukiYaki for buffet to celebrate Yueyin's birthday. realised this morning that my birthday greetin to her was not sent.argh.
anyway yueyin is like the most caring person ive known.i dont know where to start elaborating.she will always be there to help.u'll know it once u know her.ahaa.
I shall upload pictures once mexiu tagged them to me on facebook.
went for dance! the only day of the week that i go for dance. thank goodness yixin helped to book the class.
im feeling so slouchy due to my recent compulsive diet and lack of dance.
shall go for dance more often next week.since it is the holidays
speaking of it, i have a lot of work to do!
-The 3 CHem worksheets
-Nitrogen Cpd tutorial
-Gavanic cell tutorial
-Study for Chem block test
-Maths Complex numbers tutorial
-Study for Maths block test
-Gp assignment
-Physics superposition tutorial

Goodness.
Joanne need to be more self-motivated.

Im blogging.yay

went minds cafe with the girls on sat. had a really fun time.though im not the kind who fancy competitive board games.ahaa.but it was certainly a good time of laughter.

Our most enthusiastic game: TABOO!

The purple dummy we use to describe the words in taboo.lol.

i find it the most fun thing of the game.ahaa.i was so enjoying myself while making the dummy do ridiculous stuff. look at meiting's face.lol

and it gives a good reason to camwhore

some gun game.ahaa.

again, camwhoring with the props.ahaa

This was taken at ard 7plus.and all the shops were closed already. recession? or maybe it was because it was at the cbd area.no crowd on weekends

It gives a good reason to camwhore too.!

Yingxin didn want to stop camwhoring.lol.

seriously we spend half the time camwhoring.and it happens everytime we go out.ahaha.our photobucket account as hundreds of photos.each outing has over hundred photos.lol

let's go out again soon!