Went out to my usual study place to mug today.
cant believe i can actually tan by just sitting there. now my red arm is darker than my left arm because half of my body was in the shelter but the other half is not. why does these things always happen to me? haha.
40 days to a levels..had a negative moment just now. was suddenly struck by reality. how am i gonna make all my indecent grades into As and Bs.! seems so unreachable.
i am glad how supportive my family is for my a levels. both my parents came in to comfort me and my sis offered me her share of benandjerry's ice cream.

was going to read my daily devotion in tears then the first verse that came was
1chronicles29:1. It was encouraging. It was talking about David entrusting the task of building God's temple to his son Solomon. He says this task is great, because it is not for man, but for God. I guess it is the same for my Alvls. It is tough, especially because im doing it not for man but for God. and doing it for God is far greater than anything else.

then God brought me to 1Corinthians 1:26-
Brothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you are wise by human standards, not many were influential, not many were of noble birth. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise. God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. He chose the lowly things of the world and the despised things, and the things that are not-to nullify things that are so that no one will boast before Him.

yeah.ive nv been the smart one nor the hardworking one nor the lucky one
but God chose me.
Ive always been asking God why
and today He answered.

Thank you Lord. Everything's gonna be alright :)